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jokoshang

Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
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Just a typical teen trying to get away from a high-stress real life.
Has a bad habit of being on a hiatus...
Currently suffering from chronic art-block, but still tries

<3some real cool people<3
:iconbanapanao::iconfailedmonster::iconbloubell::iconserapunch::iconmonochrome0::iconcombatplayer:

4.12.2015

For the fact that I just spent 14ish minutes collecting my thoughts and writing them in a journal entry only to accidentally press the wrong button on screen, I am being as succinct with this post as I can...

For reasons (that if I took the time to describe would sound complain-y) I believe that I need to evaluate where this account and I are going as I start a new chapter in my life.  My conclusion? Three options:

1. Delete-- maybe start new, but that would be outta the blue,
2. Revive-- keep this account-and for the moment this would mean staying on hiatus- but then gradually attempt to become more active, or
3. New-- create a new account and start fresh

Whatever happens it'll take a while for me to put it into practice so I'll be around for a while still.

Other life things:
1. Moving this summer (bittersweet since I'm leaving all my friends, but good timing...)
2. Social life is weird and confusing (but that's normal, isn't it?)
3. I've realized feelings are dumb and inconvenient a lot of the time (related to 2)
4. Got accepted into my first choice Uni to study Computer Science 
5. Still awkward which stinks when trying to make new friends
6. AP tests/finals soon...uheuhhhh ughh
7. Graduation <2 months away (still sorta in denial, yet incredibly ready for it?)

Regards,
a sleepy joko
ps. kudos to anyone who made it through what I thought would be a succinct post...oops I was wrong

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banapanao Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
so i just came on your page to stalk catch up on how you're doing and - ROARS I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY :iconslashshockplz:HOLY FRICK HAPPY /UBER LATE WOW IM GONNA CRY NOW/ BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!  :iconmuahplz::iconletmehugyouplz::iconsupertackleplz::iconsupertighthugplz::iconluvluvplz:HOEP YOU HAD AN AMAZING DAY I'M SORRY I DIDN'T CONGRATULATE YOU ON YOUR ACTUAL BDAY CHOKES

anyways how are you you seem to be super busy so i just wanted to check in to see if you're okay;; besides, we haven't talked in a while and i miss talking to you :iconrunrolanrunplz:;;
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jokoshang Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
oh bana~ thanks for the belated birthday wishes!<3

Super busy? Yeah, you could say...I think it's really a typical load for a senior; I'm just not the most skilled at handling it.  Lots of things are changing or have been changing in the last 6 months or so, so I'm still trying to figure out how to react (if that makes any sense?)

Although I haven't posted in who-knows-how-long, I've been getting on dA and I don't know what has changed, but my feeling of dissatisfaction with my works has grown exponentially and I have found myself at quite a low point in terms of art. So on that point I am not okay.  I don't want to feel this way but I do, so maybe I just have to wait it out?  

I really appreciate you checking in with me, it means more than I can say.
I miss talking to you too Q^Q
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banapanao Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
no problem !! i just wish i actually said it on the actual day //i should stalk your page more LMFAO
tbqh i have the same problem-- i'm so overwhelmed with everything and so many things are happening and i cry bc i'm NOT EVEN DONE ONE OUT OF 29384729845 OTHER THINGS AKJHD :iconcryforeverplz:
whispers if you want talk about it we could mb talk through some chat like Skype or smth?

i literally haven't drawn in less than a month and my style is already wonky and dying omfg i sorta know how you feel??
waiting it out seems like a good idea !! just don't wait too long --

i'm just glad that you're sorta?? okay ?? i'm glad you responded huh <33
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FailedMonster Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2014
HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3
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jokoshang Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
aw, thanks<3...I forgot about it lol
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FailedMonster Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014
quietly bothersLlama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 
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jokoshang Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
is that a cutie I spot?! what's up monster?
? o ?
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FailedMonster Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014
Hi hiLlama Emoji-14 (Say Cheese) [V1] 
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jokoshang Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
hiiii!~
how are you doing??
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YUSPLZ1234 Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2013  Student General Artist
HAAAII SORRY ABOUT NOT RESPONDING IN CHAT 8'D
I LEFT FOR A PARTY AND DIDN'T REALIZE THE THING WAS STILL OPEN
jussayin bc
wow felt so rude, i promise i was not ignoring :'D
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